Well at last I have arrived back home in Minnesota. So, if you are in Minnesota give me a call or drop me a line and we can get together. Now, on to the reason why I am writing this post…

It is really nice to be back home but when I come home I just remember all of the things that have happened here while I lived here. Some of the things are good and others are not so good. I need not to divulge the details, because they are not important.

It is just hard, or at least so far, to enjoy my time at home when there are so many things that just drive me crazy. I just come off as bitter and like I have a grudge. Well… I probably do. Maybe it is because I just cannot let things go every easily or that I am a very closed up person when it come to how I really feel. I know there are a few people who are out there who know what I am talking about. Or maybe it is something else? Who knows. All I know is that things are not like they were before and I think that is bothering me. For what reason, I have no clue. Things seemed to be so great in the final years of high school then things just seemed to fall apart and I have just been trying to pick up the pieces again. Maybe it is College, maybe it is the aftermath of high school? It is just that when I come home the pieces seem to fall apart a little bit and I end up taking a step back. I am sure that there are ways for me to solve this, but I just need to learn to move on. I have held on to some false hope for some time now and when I come home it just hurts. It may seem at this point that I am writing about a specific aspect of my life, I may be or I may not be. That is for you to determine. I am just saying what is on my mind and what you do with that information is up to you.

So, yeah… I’m home and it will be a great summer, I know that. But, I will have to let some things go and it will just not be easy… Now, where to start…